Most have never experienced the divisive sensation of ambivalence. It's not pleasant. It's disgusting. Wanting to hug and slap someone simultaneously very nearly qualifies you as a nutcase. It's easily the worst mindfuck ever. It gets even worse when mixed with strong feelings of indifference- seemingly impossible, but I'm feelin' it. Aack. Well, enough is enough; it doesn't bother me if the trigger is not present.
There's no much to report. I'm doing some insight reading into some old photographs, and it's conflicting terribly with information I was once told. It's confusing. It's not my problem, but I'm worried about what..or rather, who...it concerns. I don't know them; I'll probably never meet them, but I'm worried about them.
Well...
Well...
My canary looks tired. I want to keep watching Ponyo...but Good News Week is attracting my attention. Uh oh.
X!
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